things that aren’t interesting for the purposes of this blog.
The point is, that I remembered I met Jay right after returning from that trip, so our one year anniversary must be coming up too.
My biggest worry is that you have only dated men because you are more attracted to men, and that now you only want to date a woman for convenience/societal acceptance reasons.
I don’t ever think it’s a good idea to settle for something (someone) that is not your ideal. You only get one life (I think), and I would not want to waste it on a life long compromise.
I managed to figure out the exact date by looking at my credit card statement from a year ago, and finding transactions from the places I had gone the day I met Jay.